Sun of Nothing – An Odyssey Through Isolation and Existence
Going to a home?
To a place that makes us feel warm… a place that grants us a smile.
Seems like a very simple idea, but not hardly figured out.
I just see faces.
Faces staring blank as they go on with the routine.
Nothing new… its time to go through with this.
A spaceman. That?s what they say I am. Nothing but a spaceman… always pushing it all away.
Trying to get to that one place I call home.
The journey begins… forcing a new life with the unexplained… a creeping rush that surrounds me.
Floating…. floating away.
Always pushing it all away. Trying to get to that one place I call home.
My own planet… I allowed this wish… unexpected… not knowing why.
Wonder why I question it now? I’m my own planet… not many can experience this sensation.
Loneliness is creeping out… or in, however you think of it.
But it sure is surrounding me. Maybe all the complaining is an accurance of boredom.
I suppose it?s too late.
I am floating farther and farther away. I did love, I did laugh, I did live.
(Now I?m my own planet)
A spaceman. They say I am? a spaceman.
Planets everywhere… my own destiny? I?m floating towards the sun.
The sun of nothing. Floating towards the sun, the sun of nothing. I have become the sun of nothing.
Nothing is here. Memories are not clear.
Floating to the sun? farther away.
I can’t believe that?s what it has come to… I never really had it all that bad.
I just looked around and never thought about the blank stares.
They were looking into something much worse than what I thought I was.
Selfishness is a very sticky quality of this species. Looking around…
I don’t see any faces… yes I am lonely. It?s to be expected. I?ll sleep now.
Prog-metal maestros Between the Buried and Me have long been synonymous with weaving intricate tales through complex musical tapestries. ‘Sun of Nothing’ off their 2007 album ‘Colors’ is no stranger to this tradition, enveloping listeners in a narrative that is as boundless as the cosmos it ponders. At face value, the song’s astral journey is a mesmerizing concoction of science fiction themes and meditations on existentialism, but dig a little deeper, and the metaphysical dimensions start to blossom.
Amidst the soaring guitars, frantic drums, and eclectic time signatures, ‘Sun of Nothing’ holds a lyrical clarity that serves as an emotional undercurrent for both the song and its listeners. Every cryptic line is a breadcrumb that guides us through an allegorical space, reflecting the introspective voyage of the human spirit. It’s an exploration of detachment, identity, and the search for a sense of belonging in a universe that can seem indifferent to individual desires.
Blasting Off Into the Abyss: Isolation in the Modern World
The song opens with a sense of disillusionment, a keen observation on the everyday people who seem absorbed in an endless cycle, almost robotic in their pursuits. Through the protagonist’s eyes, we see a stark portrayal of contemporary life – a parade of expressionless faces, each locked in ‘this routine.’ It’s an insight into how our relentless chase for normalcy can often eclipse genuine connection, leaving us feeling like nothing more than specks in the vastness of society.
The ‘spaceman’ metaphor is both literal and symbolic, hinting at the protagonist’s quest. Like an astronaut cut off from the world, they too feel the pangs of solitude as they navigate the uncharted territories of their psyche. This use of spatial imagery to describe alienation is a powerful narrative device that underscores the emotional gravity of the journey we’re all embarked upon – the search for a home, not in the physical sense, but in the understanding of one’s place in the cosmos.
Navigating the Celestial Seas: The Human Quest for Purpose
Delving deeper into the ethos of ‘Sun of Nothing’, the song captures the escapism that comes with an ambition to leave the mundane behind. The protagonist sets forth on a path of self-discovery, ‘forcing a new life with the unexplained’. It speaks volumes about the human endeavor to find meaning beyond the mechanistic rituals of day-to-day life. With each melodic progression, we sense their resolve and the intensity of their inner odyssey.
The repeated line, ‘Trying to get to that one place I call home’, echoes like a mantra throughout the song, encapsulating the intrinsic yearning for belonging and self-realization. What is home, if not a mirror to our innermost thoughts and feelings? Between the Buried and Me pushes us to question the very nature of existence and propels us to consider our own perceptions of reality and whether they align with the actual universe we inhabit.
Loneliness in Orbit: The Sun of Nothing’s Chilling Revelation
The isolation felt by our wandering spaceman becomes even more pronounced as ‘loneliness is creeping out… or in’. As they confront the immense emptiness of space – a metaphor for the inner void one can experience – there’s an unsettling realization. Perhaps all the dissatisfaction, the ennui of life’s routine, was just a precursor to this ultimate encounter with the abyss. Every riff, every growl serves to intensify the chilling sense of solitude that blankets the protagonist.
This level of introspection culminates in the acknowledgment of past happiness – of love and life, now distanced memories as the spaceman acknowledges their new state of existence as ‘my own planet’. No longer part of the collective but a solitary body, orbiting silently in the dark, seemingly at peace with the newfound silence that accompanies their ascension.
The Insignificant Infinite: A Collision of Ego and Humility
As the protagonist claims to have ‘become the sun of nothing’, there’s a shift to a more existential contemplation. The ‘sun of nothing’ is a powerful oxymoron that conveys the paradox of feeling supremely significant in one’s loneliness yet inherently empty. This duality mirrors the inner conflict we often face – the desire to be a central force in our own lives battling the knowledge of our relative insignificance in the grand tapestry of the universe.
This crushing dualism is beautifully rendered through the music’s at times aggressive, yet profound instrumentation and dynamic shifts that mirror the ebb and flow of such realizations. In that confession, ‘I never really had it all that bad’, there’s a contrast between what was and what is, a lyrical moment that hints at the relativity of our struggles when faced with the vastness of existence.
Memorable Lines in the Vast Void: Reflecting on ‘Blank Stares’
The lyrics ‘I just looked around and never thought about the blank stares’ serve as a haunting reminder of how often we neglect the depth of the human experience around us, consumed by our own narrative. The simplicity of this line belies its depth. It triggers a retrospective acknowledgment of the superficiality that sometimes plagues human interaction and the regrettably overlooked opportunities for genuine connection.
Coupled with the richly layered instrumentals that Between the Buried and Me is known for, these words create a lasting impression. They evoke a sense of missed kinship and reflection on personal awakening, serving not just as a memoir of the protagonist’s journey but as an introspective mirror for listeners to peer into their own lives and experiences.